Monday, April 2, 2007
12:32 AM
another nightmare!
a dream woke me up again in my sleep,
the one that i thought i had let go, but not.
the feelings i feel is so deep,
and it felt so real as if im hurt.
my heart pounds and each time it beats, i felt uneasy,
the same feeling when i had lost someone close to me.
to be straightforward, i had feelings of cared and at the same time,
hates.
i know that i cant do much but to wait till time heals,
but its been so long and it never heals.
even more, it haunts back.
i feel so blacked out. i felt so sad.
that everything turned out bad.
i wish i could knew what went wrong.
hate=care?? or hate=?? who knew??
my heart feeling so scared everyday, just as i thought it could get better.
help me overcome this. help me from myself.
i just wish there's a bright light or angel to save me from this path.