Monday, May 28, 2007
6:02 PM
who would spell crakers, 'krakkers'?
updating in school. okay, this week and next week are the revisions week. so, should i study? i have no idea. as i still had no gees of what subject that is needed to be learnt. i know that in time to come, when taking the exam, the result will tell me all.
i've been feeling so down lately. i just don't know what. i've been woken up again and again feeling something unease in my heart and also my thoughts. oh no, its not because i watch too many horror movies, okay i admit, during the weekends almost from morning till evenings we watch all the horror movies that we had. all malay shows, from the tele-series MOMOK, to Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam 1 and 2. and after, watch Jangan Pandang Belakang - that we thought that its gonna be scary but seriously it doesnt. the only thing that can make your heart pump faster and like popping out (hee hee) is the sound effects. if not everything seems a-okay.
wait wait, now back to me. gosh. i don't know. i need help but i dont know what to say.
i see myself in the mirror, thought that everything was okay?
but that was just a thought. have i not wanted enough?
or am i just being pathetic? or paranoid?