Tuesday, July 24, 2007
10:20 PM
loner is the way to live.
okay.. school has been sooo boring from the day it re-open. not that i don't have friends, i do, but i think it's better off that i'll be alone. now that i know a lot of stuff still happen even during my presence, the best way to get out of it is to ignore. only for now, it can't always be ignored forever.
had a long talk with shima last night. it was very long indeed. ended bout like for an hour or less. talked about stuff and all. about her ehem guy and how shes still not over it. i can't help her much. i don't know how to. i'm still stucked in school still thinking of a way out and a way of surviving. imagine not having anyone by your side. ha ha. i do miss her lots. i mean, besides my family, she's the only one who understands my feelings and my secrets. but after all, i can't depend on her much. shes has her life. live with it dude. dang.
im in web design class right now. hmm, oh yar. i miss my liezel. my sayang. she called last 3 days ago and we talked longer than i spoke to shima on phone. shes resigning soon and she wants to hang out with us. well, duh i will hang out with her. who doesnt. she help us doing running most of the rime while we were working. hanging clothes when no one wants to. And shes going back to her hometown soon. but hey, she's wanting to continue study as a nursing student in MY school. but that will be like next year. i can wait. for her. my sayang. HAHAHAHA. i love you aite girl.