Tuesday, July 10, 2007
10:31 PM
school galore. school shucks. missed working
okay.. its now the third day of school. wow, not much difference i must say. although i must admit, i do miss working more now than schooling. i missed all of those crazy full timers. my favourites people like Elaine, Liezal, Dilla, Mama Vic, Jasper, Angel and many others.
i remebered during sales period we were all working our butts off till like 1.30 in the morning. i missed those days. now that i kinda get into the habit of working till late night, i can't even sleep even though its 2 in the morning. guess i gotta tire myself out.
what is going on in my life i never know. i thought life passed so fast and everything seems normal but i guess it doesn't. life is full of ups and also a lot more of downs.
i don't wanna care about others now that i know my life is like this. the more i tried helping others, the more i can't help myself or even find help from outside.
the truth is, i've still not learnt my lesson on any of the reality that is going on in the world. women need more than 2 things in life. while man, only 2, and that is money and women. once they have both, they are already at the both worlds.
it hurts me to see the one i loved, love somebody else.
if thats is what you say my future holds, so then be it. it is better to have loved and lost than not to have love at all. right?
one day, i'll see you on the streets, saying hello's and bye's. and maybe, talking bout the old sweet time. but not all the sweet love..
guess, i'll never know. its up to HIM to decide..