i don't know why but ever since that day. i don't feel good at all. and when jmo type his nickname "most of us never appreciate things until it gone.". it kinda ring a bell in my head.

i never and i mean never appreciate things. and how is that possible. why is my attitude suck as such? and to this extend i have myself to blame.

i tried all stuff to get rid of one but i lost the other instead.

diane, thanks to you, you ruin my life.

like shima said, life is a bitch itself. apply that to yourself diane.