Tuesday, October 16, 2007
9:03 AM
you win.
either way, you win. i'll take a step back. i'll do my stuff and you'll do yours. this is better than me and you getting all hurt and all. i didn't care about others much before like i care for them more now.
thank you for making me realise that i'm the worst than ever. i'm use to hear that everytime. too much that whatever i wanna say now meant nothing.
i'm worst than you think i am, and i'm more evil than the demon itself. i drive myself to insanity just to get what i always wanted.
i have the smallest heart in the world to not notice any of these. i'm not kind, i'm not generous and i'm not what i'm supposed to be.
i thank you for saying that stuff about me. it really makes me realise and also made me embarrased of myself which i really deserve.
too bad i'm not me anymore. can never be, can never will.
i don't expect you to trust me of forgive me. i won't back down. i did what i felt was right. and i did what my heart told me to do. think it brought me to the wrong path instead.
i'm sorry for all the trouble i've caused you. i didn't want it to be this way.
i had a dream that we had a fight weeks ago, guess that came true.
well, i'm a big pain in the ass. and such a big drama mama and all. i wont cause you anymore trouble.
although, i must admit that i bought it just for you and my sisters, and i'll have it sent to you as soon as i can for my thanks to what you've done for me.
either way, you win. and i'm sorry.